How did I not know this was happening to me? How did I not wake up when this was going on? I couldn’t wake up! I had been drugged with the white cloudy liquid that my husband administered to me countless times before. There were three videos in total and in each one I looked like I was dead. I found something on that phone that would change my life forever: video taken by my husband of him having sex with me while I was passed out cold. I had had suspicions that maybe he was involved in something shady so I decided to investigate. One day, my husband left his phone at home. He always had a way to make me believe that he would stop, that he was just looking out for my best interest. I confronted him over and over again, pleading for him to stop. Over the next few years, I caught him multiple times administering the same white cloudy liquid to me. He agreed to stop and I trusted that he would. Of course I asked why and he told me he thought I needed the drugs so I could get more sleep. He admitted that he had been dissolving Xanax and/or Ambien and administering it to me while I slept. I asked what it was and what was he doing with it. Under the mattress was a vial with a cloudy liquid inside. After a physical confrontation, I was able to retrieve what was hidden. As he scurried away he tried to hide something under the mattress. One night, I woke up to my husband standing over me with something strange in one hand and a flashlight, shining in my face, with the other. I thought there was something seriously wrong with me. After a while, I started tasting the same thing in my drinks. It was very bitter, like that lingering awfulness in your mouth when you don’t get an aspirin down in the first swallow. I was also experiencing a weird taste when I slept. I began to worry that I was sleepwalking. That was strange, since I wear clothes when I sleep and could not remember taking them off. Another night I woke up with my clothes off. I had no recollection of taking a pill and was very confused. One night, I woke up with a dissolving pill in my mouth. Strange things would happen to me and I couldn’t remember how. Seven years into our marriage, I started having memory and fatigue issues.
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